Namaste,
I wrote about the results of an astrology reading with Raja at the California Ashram. An old hurt had appeared in my chart. True to my Aires energy I could not just let it go after finding the Youtube video of my long lost “friend”. He posted his cell phone number on his site and so full of Navarati energy I dialed. He answered my call during a round of golf at a posh New Port Beach club. We had a lovely conversation the energy flowing freely. He seemed delighted with the mystery woman who phoned out of the blue. Our connection was obvious I realised why I had liked this person so much. I told him that he had known me a long time ago. 30 years in fact. We ended the conversation on a interesting but mysterious note.

I never expected to hear from him again and was not sure why I was guided to make the call. Something told me I needed to give him a gift? During the next three hours I knew he would be thinking of me. I opened the space and when he realized who it was my heart chakra was zapped. (not a pleasant feeling) When I answered my cell phone he said my name with a question mark. He sounded frightened. The tone of the conversation changed I could feel poison trying to spew at me but it had no power. In my head I thought did I remember our relationship differently. Was it not him who disappeared only to have the universe throw us together several more times. Wasn’t I always a lady about the whole ordeal. Had I not forgiven him in my heart and let him go?

The conversation ended with him seeming to feel smug about a woman from his past who never got over him. I did. I am. Confused and feeling a little silly but looking forward to the next day of Navarati I moved on. Raja happened to call with news of an astrology course. Thank goodness or should I say thank Baba! Raja had a different take of the event. He explained about old karma festering. How my friend tried to hate me because he knew he had hurt me and had never cleaned up his mess. I always thought I had been the victim but it was him. I found the energy block thru Baba’s blessed astrology reading and was guided to try to help someone I had once cared so much for.I felt sorry for him. Instead of an honorable parting of ways he has carried that guilt all this time. Hmmmm I wonder what the remedy is? Love and Gratitude